When I come on to the computer to write a new post, I keep wanting to read the last post, and then when I do, I don't feel like writing any new blog post. I get depressed, and feel like nothing compares to that. I need to move on, move past the moment in my life that changed me forever. It's weird how it has changed me. It's been just over a year now and coming up to what would have been his 66th birthday and then Fathers Day. It all still hurts a lot, but the tears are fewer. I sometimes avoid having to cry, if that makes any sense. I don't listen to sappy songs, I chose to not watch home videos. I just can't.
So, anyways, onto other news...oh wait, there is none! We got our trailer back from storage, aka, the farm. Don't have any plans to go camping anytime soon. These paper routes we have kinda put a damper on the get-up-and-go type of weekend. I would love to quit my route, hubby on the other hand, doesn't. My kids are getting older, and I would like to get into childcare again, so we'll see. Looking into seeing how that can work, and if there would be any interest.
I wish that I could blog from my phone. I think that I would blog more. I have all my pictures on there. Hmmm, I just downloaded an app.....I am going to test it out now!!
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