Have you ever wished...

that you hadn't said something after you said it, or maybe the opposite, wished you had said something and it was too late. I have probably way too many times that I'd like to count. For whatever reason or another, there is a hint of regret. That is probably why I am a quiet, shy person. Don't want to say something that sounds stupid, or have people look at me in a strange way for what I said. But I also have to realize that we are not all perfect, we are all sinners. We all have our faults. I wish I was outgoing and had lots of friends, I wish that I was a funner (that doesn't look like a word) person to hang out with. I wish I was more smarter...okay, I did that on purpose, really, I ain't that stupid. Okay, I did that on purpose too. I wish I knew more about the bible, so that I could quote something or look up something when I need.

I am self conscience, I am a homebody, I am shy, I am easily intimidated, I am a follower of Jesus Christ, I am a mother, I am a wife, I am a sister and a daughter. I try to be a good friend, and I know I could be better, but am also afraid of trying too hard to be a friend, and afraid I will scare people off, so I hold back. I love to host parties (ya, even though I don't very often lately), I love to bake, and share with others, I love to go out to peoples houses, I love to go to movies with friends, and I love love going out on dates with my husband. I love my children so much, and am afraid of them growing up, cause that only means I am getting older. I love organizing things, and having things organized, but have a hard time knowing where to start. I love to exercise, and I love change. I love to have time to myself, but also get lonely when that does happen. I have a skin disorder, and I have women issues. I have pains, and hurts. I'm afraid of getting cancer, and dying at a young age. I am overweight, and I don't like it. I am human, just like you.

For those reading this, thank-you for reading. I want to apologize for anything I said that may have offended you, or hurt you in anyway. If I have, please forgive me.

Pictures of stuff!!

My stamping/crafting area (hubby's tools weren't put away :/) The open, organized basement! We need to do some more renos down here, its stuck in the 80's

My fun new toy, don't know it's official name, but I LOVE it!!! And it spins!!

And this is what I made after I organized my tools!! I think its home will be our bedroom!! (I don't know why they don't open bigger, but you can click on My Stampin' Gallery on the side and see a bigger image I hope)Quick Update: Kids were sick last week, Em and Lex had flu symptoms for 4 day, (Lex at the beginning of the week and Em at the end of the week)and Noah had it only for a day. Bre had an ear ache somewhere in there too, but her and I and daddy all managed to not get the flu. We pretty much stayed home, cept for the odd thing, and made sure we washed hands and stayed in only one part of the house! We went for a quicky visit to the farm, and are now ready to start a new week!! No more sickness!!