I did go skating yesterday!! Yep, I laced them up, and walked slowly to the rink, and placed the slippery blades onto the sheet of slippery ice, and clung to the boards 75% of the time!! You can stop laughing now...lol Don't worry, I'm laughing too! Seriously, it was bad. I'm not fond of skating. A little background....when I was twelve, I was skating backwards in the rink in my hometown, and I stumbled and broke my right ankle! So, I am a little leary about skating...and being 29, it is a harder fall than when I was 12!!!
Speaking of being 29....I can't believe I'm going to be 30 this year. I was talking to my third child the other night while I was putting her to bed, and we were talking about things happening this year, and I teared up when I said I was going to be 30. Age has never bothered me, it's just a number, that's all it has been to me. I've been married for 11 years, so that makes me 18 when I got married...I still feel like I am 18....seriously! My life changed sooo much when I met my husband, it was such a life changing time in my young life. (ok, I used the word life too much in that sentance, couldn't think of anything else, sorry) So, that is why I feel like I am still 18. I probably act like it too, which isn't always good. I'm trying to think of the word Oprah uses when she talkes about a time in your life that changed for you, defining moment I think. It was a defining moment for me. My 18th year. As I think back now to those times, I am teary eyed, a time in my life, before my 18th yr, I don't care to ever go back to. I had great parents, and I thank God for them. Without them and HIM, I doubt I would be here today writing this in my blog. Another defining moment for me (I'm about to open up here) was when I was 15 I think, I was in my parents basement bathroom, with a razor blade in my hand....crying, and crying out to God, and I heard Him say to me, loud and clear "Wait till you see your husband and children" At the time that's what I was focusing on, my future! High School is such a HARD time, especially hard in a small town school when the class size is 22, and they know EVERYTHING about EVERYTHING.
Anyways, enough about all that nonsense. Today is a beautiful day, and I love life, my life, and all that surrounds me in my life!! (again with the word life, sorry)
I'm going to try to see if I can find a wedding photo of my hubby and I! Nope, I can't find one! So, here is one of us at 10yrs of marriage!!
Sorry for any spelling mistakes....
1 comment:
30 is so awesome! I wouldn't go back to the teen years for anything in the world. I'm glad you had the defining moments you did!
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